I'm dehydrated from the constant conversation with my mind
Fetch me a glass of water would you, no please take your time
Cuz I don't wanna burden a friend
Why the hell would I do that?
I think I'll grab a glass myself instead

"You need directions?" I say "no thanks!
I know the way around my own place"
A couple minutes pass by and I don't know why but I'm lost again
Pacing back and forth feeling helpless, what am I worth?

Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.

INSECURITY
YOU'VE GOT YOUR HOLD ON ME
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME
I'VE HAD ENOUGH
OF "KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT"
KEEP TO YOURSELF, YOU DON'T NEED ANY HELP

WELL GUESS WHAT
I THINK YOU'RE FUCKING FULL OF IT
I THINK THAT'S FUCKIN' BULLSHIT
'CUZ EVERY TIME I CRY, I SAY ITS FINE, IT'S NEVER FINE,
MY STUPID BRAIN WON'T EVEN LET ME SAY WHAT'S RIGHT, IT'S ALL LIES
THEY ALWAYS ASK MY WHY I LOOK DOWN, 'CUZ THE GROUND'S THE ONLY PLACE THAT I CAN LOOK TO FEEL SAFE AND SOUND
IF I LOOK UP, I SEE THE FACES STARING INTO MY SOUL, THEN I'M REMINDED THAT THERE'S NOTHING LEFT THERE BUT AN EMPTY HOLE

I'M CRYING OUT LOUD
FOR SOMETHING NEW
I'VE HAD ENOUGH
BUT WHAT CAN I DO

TOO MANY THOUGHTS
DON'T GIVE A FUCK
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU

ALL BY MYSELF I'LL SHOW AND TELL
ALL OF THE THINGS I'VE EVER BEEN THROUGH

BUT IT'S NOT ENOUGH FOR ME
IT'S NEVER BEEN ENOUGH FOR ME